“Halloween 2000-Something”
(And older poem from 2020:)
As dawn yawned, morning’s blush sung
What sterling flushed, for sunshowers chorused
Clouds of Kodachrome, ice colored daylight if
Angel’s breeze, so overcast raining—coffee steams
Bundled coats, cold breath arose as aurora smoke
Somebody tell Carlos to play that one Liz Phair album
My fingertips still have sand and turmeric on them,
Beneath this nickeled welkin blossomed dreamlike,
Talks of Labyrinth amidst half-light, just like those songs
10,000 Maniacs used to write about back in the 90’s;
Varnished sunrise, first-light opaline, mirror-like
Amidst washed-out denim, such autumn-bleached sky,
Sandy glass of quartzite, gossamer forever sunshine
Iridescent yet ashen, lambent tungsten of moonflowers white
Blessed Atlantic skyway, the blanket left on the beach was mine
White poplar paradise, overcast shore, pearlescent daylight
Tinsel waves, ailanthus trees of heaven, wouldn’t you just believe
I’ll be Rosemary—a gospel of solaris/solstice, cusping your hands,
Grasping at water like sand—like Athena, barefoot and it’s 9AM
Eyes of Aurora Borealis, skin as if it hadn’t been yet kissed by sun
Jupiter was once Niobium and blood, tonguing Pluto off tin foil
DIY crack pipes from light bulbs, iodized salt and Brillo oil, no more
Sassafras à la MDMA—used to resemble that one cover from EMA’s
Past Lives Martyred Saints, how the day ran away, escaped—you did
Relive an aesthetic, Xerox you’re Maggie Gyllenhaal in Donnie Darko
Beneath a cerulean azure so pewter and heather, wanting to run forever
Daybreaker pallid yet sheer, prismatic though clear, the same as angels
Hair, like smelling petrichor beside a hollowed-out place, somewhere
There, sunlight milk akin candle waxing—so isn’t this daydream
Just a memory, weren’t we vaping, playing Final Fantasy XIII
Watching your older sister’s copy of Reality Bites, getting clean off Calvin Klein,
Meanwhile, coffee and bialys, cross-legged in a circle, pretending it was still
Somehow the 90’s—Far Rockaway, mornings when the beach looked ivory
Outside—October’s light, always alive so was Friday all the time, we’d go
Listen to the Stone Roses or Gin Blossoms as you strummed guitar, you were/are
Vanilla Coke-Zero, smoking beedi’s, spinning an empty bottle of Pellegrino
While the sea’s algid breeze drifted through an open door screen, as alabaster
Empyrean became crepuscular, boreal dayspring, distant waves echoing,
Temporary infinity—her ocean kingdom of NYC, morning of Halloween
2000-something would and forever not ever be, only a pure memory
© 2020, A. M. D’Angelo